The death of my lone wolf

I’ve always been a lone wolf looking at envy towards those that can collaborate. I feel old and incompetent with technology. But I’m stepping into a new way of being with beginner’s mind and an unwavering will for mastery.

At 20 years old I was a Canadian champion bodybuilder and personal trainer. I had a goal to make a million dollars by 30 which I surpassed selling my chain of gyms I founded.

Then I let it all go for a spiritual journey into the unknown for the last 10 years.

I invested my money into a meditation franchise called The Peace Room with the mission of raising consciousness worldwide — but when the pandemic hit — it had to close.

I lost most of it.

The rest of my money I put in crypto only to watch it drop 80%.

I got divorced.

A year ago I had no money left and was living in a tent in the jungle of Nicaragua for 3 months with no cell phone for 8 months. All I did was immerse myself in spiritual communities and trying all sorts of plant medicines and modalities.

I really wanted to see if I gave up the world of time and ambition — if I would be supported — and I was. I always had the basics covered water, shelter, food and love. I did jobs when people needed help and I got by. I can’t say I thrived but I did survive.

One thing I learned is that most humans are good and I guess I needed to know that for myself.

I also learnt that your skills and knowledge are the most important things I hold and I should spare no expense in adding more of them to our tool belt. You can get everything taken from you but no one can take away your skills and knowledge. They serve you wherever you go and no matter the circumstance — even when you don’t know the countrie language.

Then I fell in love and traded in my feather for a sword — but this time from a deep place of trust in myself, trust in god and the knowing that I’m here for a purpose.

I managed to reach 6 figures as a business coach for small business owners last week all the while holding my boundaries for a life of balance.

I have a goal of working my way back up to 1 million dollars but this time as a content creator.

I bought a 4 acre piece of land that I’m called Tierra de Ensueño (land of dreams) where I hope to one day invite all my community of fellow creators and supporters to give thanks, celebrate, and expand on our magic.

I must surround myself find my tribe of people with similar values.

The lone wolf part of me is dead now.

I know we are more powerful in numbers.
I know I need to grow with a network of other people.
I know that there’s a lot I don’t know.
I know that I have a lot to learn from you all.
I know I can’t do it alone.

I need you help in getting to the next level.

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